I know I haven't been around this week, but I worked a lot and now that I'm OLD, it really saps my energy. : / (If anyone knows what gives you energy and it's legal and won't give me a heart attack, please pass on the info. Thanks!)
I just wanted to say thank you to everyone for their encouraging comments to my blog posts lately.
I hope I didn't make everyone think that I am selfish. I don't want you to think that I believe no one else has problems and tragedy, and I will feel terrible if that's how I came across. I know that there are far worse things than this. I suppose it was the building of all of it, you know, sometimes you just can't take it anymore. I thank you all for perspective and for your support. I was also handed my ass by my daughter who was not happy with me for being mad at God. She was far more mature about it than me and part of me thinks my mother was yelling at me through her. Lol.
I know that He has a plan, I've always known. It is just hard to follow where he is going with it.
Anyhow, I want to say thank you again to everyone, it means so much to have all of you behind me. I promise I will 'get on with it' and will post something tomorrow. I just have been so beat, I haven't done anything worth posting about (except make food for hungry people and clean the kitchen). : )
Mary, I tried to post a comment to you before and it didn't seem to go through. I'm trying again so maybe there won't be a duplicate here. I'm so sorry that you and your family have had to go through all of this. I'm the mom of a child with Asperger's Syndrome so I've watched him go through a lot of painful stuff over the years. When I've gone through those dark times, I've reminded myself that God is good no matter what it looks like. He loves my child even more than I do and His plans for him are to prosper him, not to harm him...to give him hope and a future. That's what gets me through that. Take care of yourself and know that we will be here whenever you feel like posting something again. I pray that you find His rest and His peace and that His favor rests on you and your family. Be blessed, Candace
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